Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

Well I think I may have started a new tradition for myself. I went to 7:00 p.m. church service and then to a movie. all in all it was very nice. The candlelight service was incredible.

Sure I could have spent Christmas Eve with friends or family, but I choose to spend it by myself. I will find strength in myself, I will embrace the hurt, and I will make it through this journey a healthier, stronger man.

If we can't enjoy our own company, why would anyone else be able to.