Ended up pressing again tonight. Found out that she is "talking" to Steve...or rather she actually said "...talking again". She says she was sexting with multiple people and doesn't care if I consider that and the kiss with the babys father cheating b/c she didn't have sex with anybody.
Yeah, guess I was hoping for a fairy tale...thought, she called me b/c she was pissed saying she won't kiss me or anybody b/c she has an ulcer in her mouth and her gums are bleeding and her teeth hurt. I'm tempted to leave the ring b/c most likely I'll get that "wtf" look when she opens it and she'll not want it anyway.
Seems I wasn't crazy this whole time afterall and there was fishy stuff going on. It does appear that I've run this into the ground to the point where she's "talking" to Steve and wants to move out ASAP. Her plan is to be civil while still living with me but that's the extent of it, civil roommates until she can get out.
Since her opening the ring probably isn't going to end up with a fairy tale ending all I can realistically do is put on a happy face tomorrow and just GAL and try to be upbeat...just let go, drop the rope, LTR, move on and either get myself back to a better place with somebody new or possibly draw her back in.........then again, I am already asking myself if I want to draw her back in.
“People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln
