Sorry to say that you blew it by constantly asking her for a kiss. This isn't a fairy tale. She isn't going to magically fall in love with you from the kiss. You should have spent that time while you were away, just backing off and giving her space. I would take the ring out of the tree and save it for someone who is worth it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
