Believe it or not after all of that H showed up at 3 PM on the dot. Never did answer the phone though when Ds called. I finally told them not to call anymore. He also never answered my text asking what time he was actually planning on being there.
You guys are right on the anger. Even when I get angry I don't react like I used to. I have decided not to waste that much effort on someone who obviously doesn't deserve the time of day.
That said Christmas is sad. I read a fb post from a friend of mine who is in a new relationship and she is sooo excited because there are presents under the tree for her this year. It got me to thinking I can't even remember the last time h got me an Xmas present. Sad really. I know in the long run my life will be better but I can't believe how little I got from him in this relationship. WTH was I thinking to accept the little crumbs he gave me for all these years? Girls are with him now so it is even quieter than usual. Likely that has something to do with my melancholy.
