I dont know how to say what just happen but i can say im not doing well at all now!!!!!!!!!
I guess my WAW texted her mom the other day and asked if she spends a lot of time with me. the mom said well I clean his house and i do talk to him but I never talk about you. she said that WAW was very mad that her family spends time with me. My WAW wants her family to stop all contact with me. My WAW mom said to her that if you want a divorce then just ask for it. She said I did already. Here is the thing she did and i replied not saying yes or no.
It just tells me that I think she still wants a divorce. But yet if she did then why is she not doing the things she needs to to make it happen. Why does she give me small things that i see as a little hope.
It is like she is dwelling on things so much that she is making things up in her head....
I told me mother in law that to this day I have no idea why she left. Then she said that my WAW was thinking i was tracking her.. for what i have no idea. But i know this stems from the one day i cought her in a lie. she said she was one place and she was not she was in some other place.
I dont know what to do here. I do not want a divorce at all and i will not file. I am just so confused and dont understand what is going on. This is all just to me such a big setback for me. im doing what i can to hold it together but not easy at all.
I have done nothing to my WAW that would make her so off the wall. Her mom is so angry at her as well. She told me that WAW day is coming. Meaning she is going to give WAW a peace of her mind.
Who do I still go on? What can I do to make things better? Why is this happening? Why is WAW not willing to talk to me? why is she not willing to work things out?
Those are the things I think about all the time and more.
