Struggling today. Can-the-holidays-be-over kind of mood.
My H texted Merry Christmas along with a request to activate his new credit card. Somehow this made me angry--like I wish he hadn't even acknowledged the holiday instead of sending a lame text, but I replied that I had activated the card and now he could buy me the paddleboard I wanted. He texted a smiley face back. I forced myself to practice DB. I don't feel good about it. I feel fake.
Anyway, sending best wishes for a better next year to you all.
