Quick entry:

We are walking on eggshells. I just realized this, to survive the holidays. HIm for me, I think, because he has a someone and knows I don't.

That's nice, a little sad and pathetic, but nice lol! I have a feeling things will get interesting again come January...so I have a couple of weeks to DB myself into a state where hopefully I wll remain on an even keel smile

Good party last night, had fun. Got invited Boxing Day to a sleigh ride, so we are going...haven't contacted H, will see him tomorrow.