So is it safe to say that you "woke" up recently to the past? Is that what happened? Is that why the need for change now? What I'm trying to get at is the time/even that you decided it was time to make changes. Curious to know what was going on at that time.
Hope you have a merry Christmas and that Santa brings you something you want for a present.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."