I do too. I've got to step back and reassess things. Figure out what it is I'm doing that keeps getting me here. I'm trying to get some kind of positive outlook on all this even though it really truly and honestly hurts like hell.
She nearly cheated on me tonight. I found out about it though. I brought it up to her. I simply told her look whatever is to happen is going to happen. I can't stop that. All I ask is that you wait till we are completely done before you do it. She said that in her mind while we are still together same time she see's it as that we are done. She said she just feels so disconnected from everything that she can't do anything long term right now. She said right now she is going into every relationship as that it is going to end and just take whatever it is she needs to learn from it and move on to the next one. So yah...very frustrating and very heartbreaking
