Wendy, sounds like you're doing great.

On the note of the "Poem" I know it's not the same but I wrote one to my cheating WAW if you'd like to read it :P
Maybe it'l hold you over till you get his.


You stole my heart,
I fell in love
Was this beautiful angel
Sent from above?

We got married,
but we walked no aisle
Now that hurts me
for quite a while.

Your daddy was a great man,
And your brothers too,
I'm sorry I was embarrassed
to be with them too

Till death do us part,
we softly spoke,
I meant the words,
it was no joke.

As time passed by,
little jojo came,
there was so much love
I felt no shame.

I had my struggles within,
I had demons inside
you were the light in my tunnel
In you, my salvation reside

The bad in me is better
Can you not see?
A better man for you,
is all I want to be.

So much is gone
between us and other,
Wasn't our love enough
To keep us together?

I was set in my ways
that no one wants,
Now I have to change,
Change you can count on

Tell your friends that I'm sorry,
Things I'd say and do
I never meant to hurt them.
Only from fear of losing you.

Now that you're gone
I see the truth,
I will never love anyone
as much as I love you.


M: 36/W: 28
T 11yrs / M 7yrs /1x 3yo D
Sept: W Cheated w/ teen, BDrop. W Beast. Hated me.
Oct: 18 (M license)W Asked for D
Oct: 31 (Anniverary)W Paid Lawyer
Nov1st: Both moved.