Ain't it the truth. But what now. Are you saying she has feelings for me, albeit bad? They say the opposite of love in not hate, but rather indifference. This is not indifference. This is hate and lost hope.

M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.