Eyes, I know it's only been three months for me but I can honestly say I have/ am doing everything I could, without letting it consume me in the process.
I'm no good to anyone if I burn out and loose the plot. I need to save me now.
Please don't think I was judging you in any way. Just trying to give you a little motivation I guess.
The strange thing is, is that someday I will have to tell my kids that in order for me to save our family, I had to let their mom go. I hardly understand it myself, but I know she needs to feel zero pressure from me.
About him your H being pissed, water off your back. Let him be, once the hurt or anger subsides, he may start to actually think about your reason for doing what you did. You are letting him go, and you will do what it takes to get there.
As long as you did it for yourself it shouldn't matter how he reacts.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
