I sometimes feel down as well when my w is just nice. I think I am scared too that, that is just how it will be. But accuray put it nicely, we are finally safe. I think this is the time to show them the person they are giving up.
I hear what you are saying about Christmas. During a conversation I had with my w shortly after BD, she stated how we would do Christmas together, and have dinner together a few times a month. Well so far we have attended two of my d school functions together. I guess what I am trying to say is you aren't alone.
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
