Trying really hard to be Thankful today...

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I feel like this is a sign that he knows I'm going to be okay with this, and he is moving forward with his plans.

This is actually a sign that the black cloud over your head is disappearing and you are becoming "safe" to talk to, without having to fear shame, recrimination and guilt. This is a *good* thing SB and a sign that what you are doing is effective.

I hope he thinks about us on Christmas morning and remembers...

You are creating an expectation and a hope, and setting up a scenario for him to disappoint you when he doesn't remember with the timing or in the way you want. Expect *nothing* and you won't be disappointed. If he does reach out, it will be a pleasant surprise and not just an expectation met.

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