Good for you for writing them down and not acting on it. You are right, you may never get that from him but that's OK, you can move forward without it.
In AlAnon there's a term for your H's behavior, King Baby Syndrome. Google it.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
