The green green grass of home. (Part 2 )

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks, LITB.
I take back my reconciliation goal. To me, right now, I feel this is a sink or swim situation. I don't care if people think I'm weak. It's a fight for survival right now, or at least my sanity. My new goal is to drop the rope, close the door and move of with my life, for me and my children.
I deactivated my FB for about a month but its how I keep in contact with friends and family who are not close by.
I removed H from my friends list today. I don't know when/ if he will notice.
For some reason seeing him call someone else Babe, when he never called me that hurt deeply. Then seeing them both posting pictures of my children with hers, well that's a deal breaker for me.
His involving my children with someone he met on a dating site, a little over three months after BD.
That's not okay IMO. I don't want to teach my children that its okay either.
Also I'm not down with being plan B.

He is a selfish arse hole. He can spend endless amounts of money on himself but yet Santa won't be coming there.
I don't have very much respect at all for this pitiful person.

Yes, I'm feeling rather bitter right now. I really don't think I could ever fully trust him. The damage has been done, not just from now, but from years of him lying.

He really is just somebody that I used to know.