Right or wrong I've calmed down. I'm going to give her benefit of doubt that case went long and couldn't call. She called a few minutes ago and seemed disappointed she missed out on night. I'm glad I can vent on these boards and clear my head. I am concerned that I still have a tendency to mistrust her even when I'm trying to force myself to trust again. Most of time I'm doing better but still having issues with it. At least she hasn't seen it and only you guys have to deal with it.

Side thing D7 lost her front tooth tonight which was excited. My son was like a coach yelling "pull it!" It was fun.


Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are

Turn your trials into your testimonies

Don't believe everything you think

Expectations are resentments waiting to happen