My son is back with me and of course H is happily back with ow at her apt.
Something to add to this drama is that H emailed me a few days after he moved into this extended stay and said he knew how I felt and that karma had gotten him bc she had went back to her ex husband or stbx. He kept telling me he was so broken and how he feels so bad that he ever made me feel this bad if thisis what it feels like to lose your love. Basically saying she dumped him without actually saying it. I didnt respond and he called me heartless and told me that I might not believe him that she left him but time would tell. yeah whatever
Just two days ago after her telling me again how pathetic and pitiful I was and how I am old and she is young and fun. I confessed to her and now to you guys I went over to his room on night in just my lingerie and robe and we had sex. I eneded up telling her this at this point and she called me a liar and I described lots of stuff still I am a liar. He even called me a liar. Later she left a message that said even if I did sleep with him that I was the whore loser bc I was slepping with a committed man. UMMM well I am still married to him and she actually is still married to someone else. wrong of me yes but really ow you want to say that? She said of course he will use u for sex. how does that feel to be used for sex? that was her question to me. yep I brought it on myself but she really buys this. Then he says with her on speaker phone that he loves her and will spend the rest of his life with her. and she added so there and they hung up laughing.
yes I know I am an idiot.
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
