Good for you. I'm glad you have an appointment and not too far after the holidays. I think you'll feel so much better when this is behind you. You've been at it for a very long time. Don't be too hard on yourself and be sure that you take some time this holiday season and just relax and have some fun. You've earned it big time!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
