Hope I can help. What I gather from your last post is that you have NOT forgiven your H for his transgressions.
Which causes other obstacles. It seems that it keeps you sorta stuck and focused on that time in your lives. If you keep your focus there, inevitably it is going to affect you emotionally. It will began to eat at you and create resentment.
That's what I gather. Please correct me if I am wrong.
If it is accurate, the next step is to take action to address the issue.
Curious to know if you and your H have had any counseling/workshops since last year to improve your relationship skills.
One other thing, you said, "he should be thanking his lucky stars". That tells me that you have a sense of entitlement and that he owes you for allowing him back into your life. By doing this, you place expectations on him. When he does not meet them, you come away disappointed.
Since you are the one here, it begins with you. What are you doing to make your relationship move forward in a positive direction?
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
