Cr@p I just can't sleep. My thoughts are just spinning.

So thinking out loud, how the option of possibly shifting the sitch in 2013. The other consideration is asking my W not to bring OM on the days she stays with the kids at home or never let that OM near my kids. I honestly think I'd blow a gasket if that POS ever gets near my kids...at least that's how I feel right now.

I have a feeling if we separate she would be in the arms of the OM, that's not really fine with me but nothing I can do about that. But can I effectively set a boundary that under NO circumstances OM gets near my kids? And what kind of non-violent action can I make?

I wonder if I should keep going with this at least I get to see my kids everyday. But then it goes back to what kind of example of this marriage to our kids?

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.