We separated and H jumped into a Relationship so fast my head spun. I know he missed the physical intimacy and the feeling of caring and love that had been missing. So do I, but I would not take my ragged a$$ self into another R, even for sex. That is what machinery is for lmao!

So, regretful, cherish yourself first, find yourself first. You are so amazing and don't need validation from someone else. Make it a goal maybe not to date or become involved for some period of time and explore your own self first.

It s going to be so much better once you know you, than if you jumped in right now. I am happy that you are making decisions. Separate and sit for a bit. Besides, world ends tomorrow anyways, what do you have to lose!