Was invited to a wedding tonight (I was invited, not H and I). About 6 months ago, this upset me...people assuming I am 'single', so I would accept/reject any invitation I received as "we" can/cannot make it.
Today I accept it. And its not so horrible.
I enjoyed being out tonight, with a big crowd of people I know. I noticed some people giving me 'the look' (the 'that's her' look), but I have nothing to hide, so be it.
I will admit, I am still adjusting to going to events alone. Its easier of course when its just my friends. Big events like tonight, was a little awkward. I didn't stay long, but it was good for me. Baby steps.
H texted this evening saying "please say hi to the kids if they are still awake and tell them i'm very excited to see them soon at the airport. Cant wait....!"
I saw the text and the kids were already asleep so I didn't respond right away. When i did respond a couple hours later I said "hi...I will let them know".
So, that is good. Right? I am not taking it personal that he does not acknowledge me because I know I do not factor into his life as it stands for now. The excitement he has for the kids is a wonderful new development. Even if he felt that excitement about seeing the kids in the past, he did not express it.
I understand that this could all be coming off a high of having just been with OW.
In other news, my kids are so excited about traveling to Germany. My D5 broke out into 'tis the season' at dinner and me and S8 joined in. Was fun and silly :-)
I hope all are well. (((( ))))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
