thank you so much for your words of encouragement. I just need to keep my chin up, try harder and move forward. I CAN do this, regardless of the outcome. I know my wife is feeling the pressure of this too. She hasn't been sleeping, eating properly and is worried about her future. That makes me both nervous and hopeful. On the good side, at least she is concerned about her decision to divorce. I will just take it one day at a time and try to be my best.