I almost spit my drink out when I read this. lol Of course I don't say everything that I think. I have a new and improved filter. Actually don't think I had one before.
Since my last few posts a couple of weeks ago, my sitch has improved. I've worked to identify the ways that I was pressuring my W and revising my actions to give her space.
I have also decided to lead by my actions. Don't get me wrong Vero, I still talk. lol
During one of our recent convos, I told her that I will stand for her and for our marriage. There was a lot more to that convo, but that is the gist of it. I could feel a sense of relief from her since that day.
As a matter of fact, this past Sunday, she turned to me and said, "thank you for everything you do." That meant a lot.
I realize there are no guarantees in life, however having a fulfilling M/R will not be for a lack of effort on my part. I will not come to a point in my life and look back with regret because I didn't man up for what I believe in.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
