The green green grass of home. (Part 2 )

[Soul.Searching]

Thanks RT, if H were to say that, then he would need to start IC and MC
I really don't ever see him being prepared to try either or them. Anger management wouldn't go astray either.

I have been GAL, maybe even a little too much. My body is still aching and I still don't feel very well. I just feel soo run down.

I'm okay with being by myself. I just miss the physical closeness mostly but I don't need it. There was no nervousness or uncomfortableness lastnight, while taking the kids to look at lights. It's something I have always done with H.
We still had a great time. That somehow feels like a big step for me.

Lately I've noticed that I've been pretty good when I'm out. It's only once I get home the feeling come flooding in.

I think I spent so long trying to live in denial, now I have to go back and start again.