...and I gave my W too much affection and attention and I get rejected. Funny how that works. I know how you feel to be deprived of it. Witholding affection is abusive...at least it feels that way. Just for your own health, mental and physical believe that some dude you just meet is going to give you that affection you crave...it is not real affection. But I do get the need to feel touched and wanted. I have 2 women intersted in me and have held off. I know I am good looking...W still even says so, fit and professional...but I just haven't brought myself to cross that line even though she has..and is out right now at 11:30pm EST. Am I a fool? Am I missing something? Do I take that touch that has been offered me a few times by the good looking women? I had a lot of good times in my teens and 20's. It is not my MO anymore...should it be?
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
