Stuck between a hard place and the biggest rock.

[mamabird]

Big Bruce,
Don't do that. You are angry right now.

I've gone through a lot of what you are saying. You are trying as hard as you can and she just rejects, rejects, rejects. It is awful.

If you can find it in your heart to turn away with love... to have compassion for her... you won't be so angry and you will grow from feeling that way. It is very hard, but trust me, it will lighten your load a lot.