Its been a few weeks since i last posted, but here is the curve ball I am dealing with... she is moving... on January 6th to Colorado to be with her family...

and it just brings on a new kind of emotion.. like is he only with me because his first choice left? Although he says that isn't true... I knew something had to change.. that we could not keep living this way and as long as we lived in the same city it would stay the same..

I just thought it would be me leaving instead ....

Its so confusing and I am giving space and just keeping to myself and focusing on my crazy work schedule... I do not know where to go or how things will work out...

but thought it was worth posting


M-28
H-28
M-9 1/2 years
T- 12 years
PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)