"Thanks Bond, Isn't it a shame that crying is perceived as weak."
Well it depends on the circumstance, but in that moment it was a moment of weakness.
"I've pulled back since my last blowout Sunday night screaming at her over the phone."
You have to learn to control that. It's not like she's going to disappear from your life forever. She will always be there so you're going to have to learn to deal with it.
"I'm leaving town for a week and she's been inviting me over to the house to be with the kids, as long as I promise to behave myself."
This shows how little she sees you as a partner. It's like she has an extra child to take care of.
"Is it ok for me to spend the night at the hous every once n awhile as long as I can control myself and not punish w or talk about r?"
No. At least not in the beginning. Get yourself emotionally strong first and then casually recommend something that would involve you staying over.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
