Quick update since been away a few days. My sickness is gone and with it the 'feeling sorry for myself' attitude and all the doubt I expressed in last thread. My PMA is back and feeling pretty good. Going back to gym tomorrow which will be good since haven't been since Saturday.
W and I have been running mostly on neutral last few days with her initiating most of the small talk. I've been a little shorter in my responses with her talking more. I have been making her laugh a little more which is good. She ended up staying home Monday night (originally had plans) and got home earlier then normal from her group last night. Not sure it means anything but I thought it was odd.
Last 2 nights she's also been much more snuggly (is that a word?) while we sleep. We don't start snuggling, just light touching, but she moves within an hour. She yelled at me a few weeks ago for snuggling her so I make sure it's obvious that it's all her. I was laying there last night awake and she popped her head up and looked at clock then snuggled in closer so I know she's doing it on purpose. Not sure what to do with this so for now just going to play it cool. I so want to return it though.
She did get some new blood test results yesterday and it confirmed the last results with a few things being out of whack. She's not real good at internet searching so I spent some time looking things up for her and we spent about an hour doing that last night. I'm no doctor but it's pointing to a mold illness. She has an appointment with the doctor later today. Poor girl can't catch a break, whenever she starts feeling better something else pops up...
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