Thx 25. When you say I'm not doing my work what do you mean by that? I'm reading self help books or doing audio books. I goto IC every week. I goto the gym daily and will start back once tonsils done healing. Btw it wasn't just tonsils. This was 8 year battle with insurance company to get my sleep apnea fixed. (tonsils, septum, uvula, and turbinates) and got surgery approved and I had no real decision on date. I'm learning how to meditate. I'm no longer calling family members or venting on my phone via txt. I've opened up my phone. I could increase GAL. I admit that. I got a dayjob. I leave my dayjob at home at night. No excuses it is tough with the kids. I could schedule sometime once or twice a week to leave before they are in bed. I AM BEING VERY SINCERE HERE. What do you think I should work on for me more? The obsessive behavior? Standing up for myself?
Drew sure I'll take your opinion. Maybe it will help?
Also 25 I feel she is waiting for the holidays to past to make her move. 25 it has been 1 full year and she has not indicated to me once that she wants to try to work on the marriage. As matter fact for almost 18 months straight she has requested a divorce once a month on the dot. I want to do my work and I feel like I have made some strides but YES I sometimes feel hopeless because without her willing to try a smidge I just don't see how we can carry on with no relationship or coping skills
25 I really value your input and really sincerely take everyones advice on here to heart.
