first time - need help still

[albamarie]

Nero - relax! It's not the holiday, it's going to be there when the days pass, and H will leave, come back and nothing will have changed. NO, it is what it is without excuse.

These guys are dug so deep in their stand for what they are going to do it is up to us to stop, get a grip, and come to some kinda reality that we need to back away from the R, (not the man cause that isn't going to happen) and start to do what we need to do.

Your right! It is in our time at our discretion. Maybe we don't like having so much power of choice, IDK. But, were the only one's who can do this. I think more that it's we don't what the power, we have to get over wanting what we want (our lives back) and move the F** on with our lives.

I feel very snarky these days and it does help me get stronger. My face book cover page says: when I stop giving a F** about you, good luck getting that back! I don't hate you, I'm just done with you! My aunts and cousins went into a tail spin wondering what the hell happened to sweet little dawn.

Well she's on hold until someone deserve her to come back. It does get easier when you stop caring so much about h and what he's doing!

BTW Your post on my thread is there, I don't think it's lost.