well, H is coming over friday to discuss our lives going forward. i advised him i was looking for a place to move to that i could afford after a divorce and still keep our condo in my hometown.

he cried. we talked. he wants to stay married. i really would want to stay married, too, if it meant our marriage comes before his mother and kids (and mine, too). we'll talk and see what we can work out. he said he read all of my emailed papers to him that i wrote when i was in the lowest points of our break up.

i won't accept a marriage where i have to continue to sacrifice for his family and kids. i think i made that clear. i'm cautiously optimistic...

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing