i replied to you a bit ago- it's not here. now i don't know if i did or not- and what the heck i said. it was a brilliant insight that flitted rite in and out again (apparently) oh well.
just thinking (again) tho-
WHAT IF, JUST WHaT IF, what all this is about with you and me - really really deeeep inside- nothing more than our perverse little nature - us deciding we'll leave when we're damn good and ready to do it- in our own time and in our own way and when we're sick and tired of the bs and we call the shots (from a position of strength instead of from a position of weakness??? what if it's all about the off chance we get to wreak revenge???... a bid for power- or at the very least be the guy in charge instead of the victim. ?
(i'm not much of a power guy- but what if inside our sweet little souls - there lurks a power bi_ch???
just found myself thinking it- this assumes a hell of alot doesn't it- that the day comes when the table is turned and we're the guys delivering the blow - not them.
oh man- twisted little mind in there - wtf i think i'm getting wierded out about my own "days of christmas" coming - like yours. oh no- mr bill..... we need to take a step back & down.
wonder what my last post wanted to say- will be back if i can figure that one out. did this make any sense btw?
