Hi Folks, just to say a bit more from late 2003 (at a later date I will go into a lot of detail from the period 24th Sept till 26th Jan 04). On Mon 24th Nov I moved in with my Mum, but my little daughter Dawn ( who was 13) made a massive poster and put it on our kitchen cupboard door it said: ‘Please come home Dad’.
I used to visit on Wednesday’s. On Weds 10th Dec, late evening Liz gave me a very good head massage and I thought to myself this is good. In the morning I rang her up to say thank you, she said “oh the massage I gave you last nite was because no way was I going to give you sex.” I was livid, I said “right pack your stuff and move into the hotel then” She said “oh I’ve already packed my stuff because I knew what you were going to say.” Well I got to our house early and she weren’t half moaning and blaming. I soon dropped her off at the hotel, so it looks like it was all a ploy.
Fast forward, after she had move back home (Sat 20th Dec), then back again to the hotel (Tues 23rd), On Christmas Eve she was crying on my shoulders when she came back with her brother to pick her stuff up from the kerb! Then she asked if she could come back (via text 6:30 am 25th Dec!) to my Mum’s for Christmas day (I asked my kids if they would like their Mum to come and I also asked my Mum and they all agreed to let her come for Christmas), then on Sat & Sun she spent the afternoon’s at our house.
On Monday 29th Dec, she rang me up from the hotel and we spent over an hour on the phone very good convo. Tues afternoon 30th Dec, she rang again and we had a very good convo until she said “ but I still love Nic”. I put the phone down and unplugged it, I also switched off my cell phone. I checked my cell phone at 8 am and there was a message from Liz, sent at 2:30 am New years eve “I’m so blind and stupid thinking I love him when its you I love.” Talk about F-cked up!
I will fill in again about the remainder of New years eve.
