I'm compiling a list of Qs for Jody, and will definitely share what comes of our first convo.
I had a good time at the hockey game. Sat, depression took over my W (i kept a PMA). Sunday we went shopping. We had fun. W did make the comment that it was kind of weird. I agreed but said let's have fun, and so we did. Mon W was a little distant but nice. Last night she was more withdrawn and seemingly secretive / guarded with her phone, bit more than nice before we went to bed ( no cuddling though). Today so far, she's been distant. But we'll see what comes of the rest of the night.
As for myself, I've been good and I've been having some intrusive thoughts (PA / OM), and questioning how much time ill continue along this path. I've been exercising patience and am reminded of how this is difficult to.do.
