Well no, I was just trying to retrace back the changes that occured in the past months. This was the past, now the new Bruce is a changed man. Look :
In my new marriage, I will put W's needs before mine, be affectionnate to her, help at home with the chores, and especially with our S, (and with other babies that will come).
As a father I am already 100% commited to rear my S, and before his moral and intelectual education, I want to participate with feeding, playing, putting him to sleep, changing him and interacting in general. My role is to ensure his hapiness and success when growing up.
It'll be too difficult to explain here all the subtleties of the how things changed, but they have for real. I knew none of this the first time. If I'm given a second chance, I won't blow it.