OK everyone here i go. I'm sitting here doing my job and all i can think about is how much i hate my life i hate what my WAW has done to me it just seems that i hate everything and anything today. do you guys get the same way?? is this normal??
Yesterday i was a little down but talked to my sister and she helped me. we talked in texting and like a ass gues what i did..
I sent a text that said : "I hate my life today i should have gon in to office" Well I ment to send to my sis but sent it to my WAW in error. Im not even sure how that happen. But it did. I sent a 2nd text saying im sorry that was ment for my sis.
Well she did reply and said i am realy sorry your having a bad day.... I did not reply to it..
OK maybe i feel this way today as it is getting close to the holidays. I so much want to spoil my WAW like i always did..
I am just feeling very very very down today Sometime i feel like just ending it all but i know better. this is just how i feel today and i know it will pass.
I can say that my weekend was very good I spent lots of time with my WAW brother and her Good friend watching football. my WAW Bro stop by the house on sat just to say hi. my WAW entire family loves me and they dont get my WAW... I just wish i could find out the real reasons why she did what she did.
I am even talking to WAW dauther. im helping her out with a few things to make it easier for her to get this job she wants..
does everyone feel like this from time to time? is in normal. im sure it is just from the holidays... but i so much want to talk to my WAW
