RLA, I looked outside myself for years trying to find what would make me happy.

It wasn't until H left and I was on my own and was forced to look inside myself that I found the hole that needed to be filled.

It's scary but necessary. It seems so much easier to pin our happiness on someone else.

You can keep looking to others to fill that hole but you'll end up back in the same place.

Dig deep, my friend, dig deep.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss