Thank you for a very open conversation. And a truthful and honest one. I now understand where we are very clearly and what role we will play in each others life moving forward in the near future. If we can rebuild some of our friendship in the future that would be welcomed but in the meantime I will respect your space and privacy and try not to put our friends in difficult positions. I am very glad you are all clear. It did weigh on me whether I reached out to you or not. I will not ask you anything about your personal life and understand your position. I will try to keep my life personal also.
The friends things refers to fact that he said he might drop by on New Year's and a mutual friend basically said that some people weren't comfortable with him or him and me being in same spaced. They didn't say I wasn't invited....
As I said about personal life-see above!! Am I on the track here? Feels that way, but I am not sure yet if I can separate friendship from hope. I guess we will find out...