I'm glad I sound good because I haven't been feeling that good. The letting go part is really hard, especially with us being in same house and having so many good family times recently. She's been acting like old times keeping things superficial and all small talk and doesn't seem to worry about D or family at all. I hope I'm wrong and she's just a really good actress I always thought she struggled with emotions and showing love but I believed she always loved me, lately I've been doubting that and my thoughts keep going to wondering if she ever really has. I hate when i start thinking I also have flu so can't really do anything besides be sick and think . She seems to care less I'm sick which also isn't helping. Only time she pays any interest is when I'm working on her stuff.
Looking forward to reading how your trip went. Hoping it went great because i need some hope.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
. She seems to care less I'm sick which also isn't helping. Only time she pays any interest is when I'm working on her stuff. 