Re: not feeling loved... Well, the idea of feeling loved is a pretty powerful motivator. I understand the idea of loving oneself first, and that's been the hard part for me. I am being rejected every day and I struggle against it every day. It's all a waiting game now and I really don't expect H to come around - he doesn't want to.
I completely relate to the fear of not being loved and the feeling of being rejected daily. That's one of my holdups on really GAL because I don't want to put myself in a position to flirt or just have talk with female stranger. Not sure I'd be strong enough anymore to just get in my car and go home. I hate that I don't really know what I would do because it's never been a concern before.
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are
