Do not know who to talk to, I feel like no one around me understands. But maybe they think I am the crazy one.
So today, MIL asked me if I had heard from H, I was surprised cuz I stopped talking about H to her. I told her no I haven't. Then she said she assumed so, she said she doesn't think H would come back. Then I said that he has to come back at some point. (I guess I meant to say he has to face me at some time no matter what) But she said that maybe not, he doesn't have to. I then said, well, even if he wants to D, we need to do the legal process, he can't just be gone forever without doing so. Then she said, well, that's all he needs to do anyway.
I felt bad after this short conversation, I feel so stupid like, how would I have such a "loser" H, that he dares not to face me. Maybe he has his perfect plan that he could just never ever see me or talk to me again.
I guess I just don't know what to do. I feel like peaking into H's life but, what can I get out of it. Just more hurt feelings.
