Snodderly, you have given me much to think about and respond to and I will. Frozen, I am glad you found me and I will check on you soon, too.
I have been away for a few days dealing with my sick parent who had to return to hospital. She is terminal and will likely not return home. We are praying that she makes it through Christmas.
I finally had to give in and make an appointment to see my doctor. I am losing all sense of time and all I want to do is sleep, I am so exhausted. GALing at this point seems a cruel joke. I tried to distract myself over the weekend by spending a few hours at a Christmas party but only lasted about two hours before feeling like the walls were caving in on me.
X-partner texted on Friday and called twice (no message). I did not answer, not even to tell him of the situation. Just really did not want to talk to him.
Had to phone him earlier when I got a call from my insurance asking why is it that he is calling them (the insurance is under my name). So I had to call him. He's never called the insurance in his life. Just one more MLC-thang, I guess. Money seems to be his current obsession. He asked if I would be home tonight and I told him quite honestly that I would likely be asleep very early.
I have been reading some posts and it seems that there are a few of us that are questiong what the heck we are doing here. Deep down I know the answer to that, but seriously, I wonder if it would not be easier to just say: Please do not contact me ever again. Maybe not easier, but more certain.
