so im finding that its really hard to detach or go dark when you have kids. between the kids school, daycare, the transition of them between us all makes it hard to detach. add in the fact that during this time of year we have to talk about kids and family presents it seems im always speaking with my W or she is calling me. and everytime i speak with her it seems to put me down, and with that comes me wondering what shes doing, where shes at, ect. i guess in time it will all get better, but during this time of year its hard, its hard with the fact i seem to always find myself speaking with her and hard because my S5 absolutly loves this time of year because the fact he get a ton of mommy and daddy time, whether it be christmas movies or walks at night looking at christmas time. anyways thought id do a little venting.
M: 25 W:23 M: 4 years T: 10 years S:5 S1 BD: 8/20/12 Sep: 11/12
