How to respond to this

[rubysgem]

Not sure what I am doing. He wanted to talk after Thanksgiving then avoided me. I got frustrated and he gave me the "I don't know what I want speech". I backed way off. We stopped speaking as often. He has denied saying anything about us getting back together or that there was even hope we could. I think he's seeing her again full time. On Friday I was totally dark. He finally left a message after midnight saying I was not picking up any calls and does that mean I won't even say Hi to him anymore. Something in all this disgusts me honestly and that is why I won't speak to him. When I do I am sick. Sick of his entitlement. Sick that I have not just told him where to go yet. Sick that she's crazy and unstable and STILL seems to have the upper hand. I am resigning myself to moving on. I have a good feeling this is not temporary and will last a long while more before I file. Yes, I do think it will come to that. Either it will wake him up or it won't but either way I need out of this limbo hell now. So he didn't contact me all weekend. I said I was out of town. Today he called (odd) to let me know he was on his way to the doctor. I mentioned taking better care of himself and he nearly took of my head he bit back with - it's not about taking care of myself... Ok. Then I hope someday it's all better for you. Then he had to get off the phone. He doesn't seem to like that I am not hanging on him anymore.