Yes, she might, that, however, has little influence on if I will contact her. Another thought, why didn't X1 reach out and try to reconnect with me after 6 months, after a ar? Was I not rth the chance? She had a whole year of mandated waiting period, yet, nothing. Would it have made a difference? I dought it, but one never knows....
I know she might be gone. More to the point, it is much more likely she Will be gone, that said, what was the likelyhood of she and I reconnecting after 20 yrs and getting married? I dk, sometimes it goes by plan, sometimes it's a crap shoot...