I believe is soul mates and I believe she is mine. But, unconditional? Truly unconditional? No matter what? Physical abuse? cheating? etc. There are always conditions...
<To go back to your original query of whether you should just move on from X2 or try to work on things, have you made a decision, yet?> No, my feelings on this have not changed. What has changed is that while I still want to contact her and put the questions to her at some point in the future if I feel I am ready, I am not focusing on it. As I said before, someone has to do it. Someone has to reach out. She did it the first time so I'll do it the second time. But I think now I want to give her more space. I want to allow her to see how it is without me. This is not about going dark or anything like that. She feels that she needed to detach, how will she ever know if she can reconnect if she doesn't get a taste of how it is when we are disconnected. If it is meant to be, if it is really what I think it is, 6 mnths, a year, 2 years won't matter. We fell into each others arms the moment we saw each other after 20yrs, if it's real, it's real...
Also something that is a bit different. I no longer think there is something "to work out" with her. The only person I need to work something out with is myself.
My "game plan" is this: continue down this path I have created. When I am ready and if I still feel the same then I will reach out to her. What she does with that is up to her. (I say "if I feel the same" not because I doubt how I feel or will feel but because it might just not feel like it's the right time)
