I remember how Christmas was never his thing, I would love have what my BF and I had soo many yrs ago, now that was a romantic Eve under the tree blush
I KNOW- ME TOO. man, i'm glad there's another total romantic sap out there - JUST LIKE ME -thinking the exact same thing. isn't it creepy that these jerks that were sooooo reclusive and managed to turn normal ole us into gals with this quiet life that revolved around them- and it was always quite okay with me- like you -
BUT - now they're the guys with secret lives and people that they want to get out to - and here'S YOU & me with no particular social lives (their doing) - that fill in the blanks for us. what little rats they are -
not that i could find some stupid affair rite now anything that would fix anything - BUT I'M sure if we did have some giant other life out there - (that we'd been cultivating or working on) - we might not be so blue for the guy we thought we knew & loved.
i'm in my usual sleep-deprived quandry this a.m. sos...
nothing constructive to say- so i'm going to go eat some cookies (drown my sorrow here) and GULP - CLEAN THIS ratty house - put on makeup- and get busy. only one day to get thru without blowing up- talking- picking up the phone or "going there" - can i do it?
will report on that - the next exciting installment of As the stomach turns -
wish me luck-
oh yeah- party was very nice- lots of nice people and great food. i was glad i went- it was a festive thing and better than sitting home- ta da-
so- do i have a life yet? i might- but it sure aint as good yet as what i think i've lost - oh well...
